Is there anyone who fails? Anyone who
falls short of the purpose and life God wants for us…that He asks us to live? Now,
let me clarify…I’m not talking about the failures and struggles that are easy
to admit. Many of us, with good intentions, readily admit that we struggle with
the “socially acceptable” sins. I’ll vaguely fess up to having problems with gossip,
bitterness, wrath, maybe the occasional impure thought, greed, pride, and even
hatred. But we are still understandably
reluctant to confess to one another that we are in a tough fight against some
really ugly temptations.
Do you ever wonder if you’re the only person who
feels small/inadequate? Especially when you attend a worship assembly. Maybe
you are thinking everyone else seems so strong, and that they’ll soon figure
out that you are an imposter? So, in reaction to this fear/feeling, we tuck our
struggles neatly away…out of sight. We put barriers around our weaknesses and
we smile to hide the hurt we feel.
But wait! Jesus said, "Blessed are the poor
in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. "Blessed are those
who mourn, for they shall be comforted.” (Matthew 5:3-4) I can’t help but
feel that we are short changing one another in this area. If we are blessed
when we acknowledge how spiritually poor/lost we are without Jesus…but we cover
up the parts of our lives that humble us the most, how do we receive the
blessing? If we are blessed when we mourn, but we hide the parts of our lives
that cause us to mourn spiritually…how can the rest of the body comfort us?
That’s what we are, right? Different parts of the same body. “If one
member suffers, all suffer together; if one member is honored, all rejoice
together. Now you are the body of Christ and individually members of it.” (1
Corinthians 12:26-27) The rest of the body should mourn with us when we mourn,
but they can’t if we never provide them with the opportunity by sharing our
struggles with each other. “Therefore, confess your sins to one another and
pray for one another, that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person
has great power as it is working.” (James 5:16)
The body of Christ IS a loving body. It is a
merciful, forgiving body. Jesus sent Paul to preach to the Gentiles (us) "to
open their eyes, so that they may turn from darkness to light and from the
power of Satan to God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place
among those who are sanctified by faith...” (Acts 26:18) And if you are
tormented and concealing your imperfections with a grin, know that healing
begins when we step into the light.
----Darrell Powell
(Title and some thoughts taken from the Casting Crowns song, "Stained Glass Masquerade.")